[He winces. He could have done without mentioning that part, and had done it by accident- he doesn't know how to explain something even he doesn't yet understand.]

Or visions, maybe. I don't know what else to call them. Bahamut, or the Crystal- it was showing me something. Too much of something, so I forgot most of it. Been trying not to think about it too much- it makes my head hurt.

[He shakes his head, rubbing a hand against his temple to stave off the headache that trying to think about it last time had caused.]

I talked to Ardyn about it last month. He said it sounded similar to what he went through when he accidentally absorbed the memories of people he was fighting, so... that's why I said memory. It's the closest thing either of us could come up with.