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Pyra/Mythra/Pneuma ([personal profile] iustaegis) wrote2020-11-05 07:49 am
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[ Pyra ♢ Mythra ♢ Pneuma

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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-06 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Noctis pauses to consider that, both words and tone. His gaze shifts away, briefly, falling to his stomach where his fingers are laced together, with the ring glittering innocently on one hand.]

I can understand that. Any power's only as good or bad as whoever's using it, right? In the wrong hands, terrible things can happen. It's better to be careful than not.

[The one judging who is or isn't worthy... they can be wrong, it's true. There have been some kings of Lucis who perhaps ought not have been worthy, who were deemed so purely by the blood in their veins. And there have been citizens of Lucis who could have been worthy but were not chosen, or at least were made to pay a high price.

He thinks of Ravus, of the injury he'd received trying to steal the ring. Noctis only knew bits and pieces from Luna, but he'd lost an arm in his hunt for power. Others have burned alive. And even he himself wasn't left unscathed. And the ring's power is... terrifying. He's glad the kings that dwell within show at least some discernment in who gets to use it.

Pyra's had to be the one to pass such judgment - along with the mysterious Mythra - and it's hard to imagine her in the same cold, calculating position as the kings of yore, but he can also see her doing what's necessary to protect the future. If that meant hurting the wrong person to keep that power away from them, then so be it.]
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-06 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
[His eyes flit to her, then away.]

When I was a kid, I asked why the Crystal only belonged to Lucis, if it was meant to help everyone. It and the ring both offer so much power, but it's given only to a few of us, the family that the gods picked to protect the world. It didn't seem fair to me. But I was told that we're not using it, we're guarding it. For thousands of years we've kept it safe, gathered power over time until it was ready.

[And until he was ready. And whether or not he believes himself "worthy", it chose him, so that's that.]

When my family pulled the wall back to cover only Insomnia... when Dad agreed to the treaty that abandoned all those lands to the Nifs... or when he sent me out on a ruse just to protect me. A lot of people got hurt, or were killed. Plenty lost their homes, and they resented us for good reason.

[He exhales a soft breath, and looks at her again.]

I didn't understand for a long time. But that much power... it needs to be protected, or even more people could get hurt, or the world itself could die. I don't have to like it to know that this is better. So yeah... I get it.

[People can hate them for it- that's fine. At least they're still alive.]
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-06 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
[He's surprised by her comment, for the subject - and the question - that she chose; he'd debated whether or not to go with the story, and had done it only because he thought it might help to demonstrate why he understands. So often turning the subject away from her was an invitation she would jump on, and he'd been half-ready to figure out a way to twist things back on her. That it wasn't necessary catches him off guard, but he's relieved by it, too, that she's able to open up rather than guard herself like usual. He hopes that he can avoid screwing this up, lest she thinks her trust in him to be misplaced.

Her question, at least, requires no long thought on his part.]


I will. [His tone is calm and resolute, with no doubt or hesitation. Of course he will.] But not because you're a crystal, or because of your power. I'd do it even if you were a regular human.

[With most people, he'd end it there, would leave it at that because those who know him should know his meaning, wouldn't require him to spell it out for them. They'd understand that his care isn't conditional on what they can offer him in return. Most of the time his friends had already given much, much more to him already, and it's long past the point of what they may or may not deserve. Or... to be more on point, whether or not they're worthy of his power being used to defend them.

He almost doesn't continue, pauses a moment for the internal debate. With Pyra... maybe he needs to say it. Maybe she needs to hear it. She probably doesn't hear it enough. And so, finally:]


I'll protect you because you're my friend.
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-06 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Encased, and sunk… that doesn't sound safe so much as buried and forgotten, like a piece of treasure instead of a person. But even if it doesn't sound safe in his mind, it isn't up to him what makes her feel safe. If being hidden away doesn't hurt her, if she feels better like that rather than exposed and at risk of being used, that isn't his call to make. Even so, it… doesn't sound much at all like living.

He's glad if he can give her even a fraction of that feeling of safety just by being here. There's a moment of uncertain quiet, and then he shifts his hand impulsively to touch her hand- not to take it, as she'd pulled away, but to create a point of contact, should it happen to reassure her the way she so often reassures him.]


If I do anything to change that, will you tell me? I won't mean to, but...

[He's young and impulsive and reckless and occasionally very stupid, and his usual handlers aren't always around to rein him in and remind him of how he ought to behave. He'd rather ask this honesty of her and be corrected than damage whatever reassurance that his presence offers to her now.]
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I'll try to, anyway.

[He's not always the best at sharing how feels, especially when he's hurt and it might hurt someone else to know about it, but he can hardly expect openness from her and not give the same in return. At the very least, he can make the attempt to be more open when he's struggling, though it's rare that such feelings are sourced from her. She's actually helped him feel good these days. Much, much better than he would otherwise feel. That in itself isn't unusual, but even so, it feels as if something has changed.]

I guess... I just want both of us to feel safe. Here, at least. [In this little house they share.] It's been a while.
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Safe, comfortable, loved. It sounds wonderful, a distant dream. How long had it been, before this place, that he was able to feel so at ease? Months, most likely, at least until his arrival here. And even in this world there are times when he feels ghosts of those same fears echoed in his heart, cold memories of the dark driven to the surface, unwanted anxieties reminding him of who he is and where he's meant to be. He dreads those moments, a cold splash of reality to wrench him away from the joyous and carefree life he's craving. It makes sense that these feelings would linger- being away from home would not stop them from experiencing whatever they carry with them from one world to another.

And yet, she can smile at him. And yet he can feel a warmth rushing through him at the sight of her smile directed towards him. And yet, even with everything he feels and knows and has seen... he can smile back at her, tentative as ever, but grateful, directing that same warmth towards her in turn. Home is here. With her, with Prompto, with family.

Strange, but… he doesn't dislike it, not a bit.]


Home sweet home, huh? That sounds pretty good to me.
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[It feels strange to hear someone else say that; he's had a handful of different homes over the years, from the Citadel to his private apartment to the Regalia itself on the road, and what made it home was never his own presence. He was just what existed there, the one constant presence he could rely on as others floated around him living their own lives or drifted away to leave him alone. They were home because others were there, or because it was his own space, or because it was all he had left of his true home.

With that logic, it stands to reason why someone else would feel similarly towards him. Still… unusual. Has he ever made somewhere a home for someone else before? He could ask Prompto, but that sort of sap isn't usually their thing. And he's not sure if his father's had enough time with him to feel that way yet, considering how much he may have avoided the child who reminded him of his lost wife in the early years. Ignis… Ignis is complicated.

His shoulders drop with a bit more eased tension, accepting her subject shift. This sort of thing is probably better left without overthinking it.]


You want to leave a mess for us to clean, too? I think you've earned a turn.
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[BIG OOF. Weird enough when Ignis was still trying to do his laundry when he was a full-grown adult, nevermind a lady who has no business or obligation to be looking at his underthings, or he looking at hers. He knew better than to touch Luna's laundry, too, and they were technically still engaged.]

I… think I'd rather keep our laundry separate, actually. Though- can you make them all vanish and reappear, or just the one outfit?

[It would be pretty cool to have the closet equivalent of an armory. Never without something cool to wear.]
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[His eyes widen of course, pleased and impressed. He'd known she could reform them, but he hadn't seen its design changed before, and in general he likes seeing what she can do, new or old.]

Whoa, you can be that precise with it? That's awesome… best I've got is this.

[He reaches up to tap at his chest, and the dark jacket he's always wearing vanishes into his magic armory in a burst of the same familiar blue crystals like always. Nothing she hasn't seen before.]

Is it because it's a construct, like your body?
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"Only", she says. Being able to change your outfit on the fly sounds really useful, you know. I'd love to not have to waste Armiger space on an extra pair of socks.

[Even if it were just sleeves or no sleeves, that would be amazing. You'd never need a jacket!]
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
You noticed those, huh?

[Well, okay, they're not that subtle. And he does sort of wear them all over the place.]

Lucian black clothes with skulls usually means a Crownsguard, or someone with royal favour, back home. Ignis would say, "wear it with pride".

[Assuming she ever needs to borrow the jacket again… though maybe in light of what he's learned, "need" no longer factor in. Still, if she wanted to, he doesn't think he'd especially mind.]
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[personal profile] carbungle 2020-06-07 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Six, I hope not, or we've been doing it wrong this whole time. Technically Gladio ranks higher than Ignis, but Iggy's got loads more on his uniform. I figure it just comes down to preference.

[Though if that were the case, it might explain why his shirt had a million skulls all over it. Hard to rank higher than the crown prince. Prompto would definitely have more skulls on his, though.]

Why, you want some skulls on your clothes?

[It's half in jest, but he's watching closely. He hasn't taken their connection seriously in that direction - it's not her job to protect him, and he hadn't intended to recruit her for that - but it's different if she wants it. She certainly has his favour already, if it wasn't already obvious.]

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